A Day Late,
But Not a Dollar Short
On why the vision is taking longer than you planned — and why the urgency you feel is telling you something other than what you think it is.
I sat down to write this Saturday and had nothing left to put on the page.
The house was finally quiet. The work that had run heavy all week had finally stopped running. This is the exact hour I keep for writing to you, and it arrived right on schedule — and I sat in it and could not produce a single honest sentence.
I wasn’t discouraged. I wasn’t doubting the assignment. I was tired in the specific way that makes something you love feel like one more thing you owe somebody.
So I closed the laptop and went to bed, and you’re reading this on a Monday.
I wrote to you about catching myself complaining about an answered prayer. I meant every word of it. I asked God for this work and then called it too much, and that was a memory problem, and I stand by the correction.
But there’s a second thing that’s also true, and I didn’t say it then because I hadn’t lived this particular week yet.
Gratitude doesn’t make you less tired.
You can be genuinely thankful for the assignment and still hit the end of your own strength inside it. Those two things are not in competition, and I don’t want to have written anything that made you think they were. I wasn’t ungrateful Saturday. I was empty. Different problem, different remedy.
And sitting in that, I finally understood something about the vision God gave you that I’ve been circling for months.
“Don’t be misled—you cannot mock the justice of God. You will always harvest what you plant. Those who live only to satisfy their own sinful nature will harvest decay and death from that sinful nature. But those who live to please the Spirit will harvest everlasting life from the Spirit. So let’s not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up.”
Galatians 6:7–9 · New Living Translation
Three verses. I’ve quoted verse 9 for years and mostly skipped the two in front of it. That was a mistake, because the encouragement at the end doesn’t hold without the argument underneath it.
Verse 7If God planted it, the harvest is already coming
You will always harvest what you plant.
I mostly hear this preached as a warning. Be careful what you sow, because it’s coming back to you.
But read it again. It’s not a warning. It’s a law — and a law runs in both directions.
If the thing in your hands was planted by God, then the same justice that guarantees consequences also guarantees the harvest. He is not up there deliberating about whether to honor what He Himself put in the ground. That question is settled. It was settled the day He gave it to you.
Which means the delay you’re experiencing isn’t God deciding. It’s God waiting — on you to keep showing up to a field that doesn’t look like anything yet.
That reframes what I was doing Saturday afternoon. I thought I was waiting on Him. I was tired and I wanted movement and I was scanning for a sign that this was working.
He’s not withholding the harvest. He’s waiting for me to get onboard with how long it takes.
Verse 8Two harvests, two scorecards
Those who live only to satisfy their own sinful nature will harvest decay and death from that sinful nature. But those who live to please the Spirit will harvest everlasting life from the Spirit.
Here’s the question I finally asked myself, and it’s the most useful thing in this entry: why am I in such a hurry?
Not is the vision real. Not did I hear Him. Why the urgency, specifically.
And when I traced it honestly, every single piece of that urgency was attached to a worldly measure. The revenue number I’d quietly assigned to this month without ever saying it out loud to God or anyone else.
That’s verse 8, exactly. Not in the way we usually hear it — this isn’t about obvious sin. It’s about which scorecard you’re running.
You can be doing genuinely Spirit-assigned work and still be grading it on the flesh’s report card. And the flesh’s report card is fast, public, and comparative. It wants results this quarter. It measures against the woman whose launch you watched last month. It will always, always tell you you’re behind.
That harvest is decay, and Paul means it plainly. It rots. Hit every one of those numbers and you’ll have a new number by Friday.
So the impatience is diagnostic. The urgency you feel isn’t telling you the assignment is failing. It’s telling you which scorecard you picked up.
Verse 9Tired is not the same as weary
So let’s not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up.
What we are not going to do is pretend the exhaustion isn’t real. I opened this by telling you I hit the end of my rope. I did.
But we use two words interchangeably and they are not the same thing.
A body that’s been spending more than it’s been given. The answer is rest. Sleep. A Saturday that belongs to you.
Not a spiritual failure. You don’t need to pray it away — you need to lie down.
When the assignment itself starts to feel pointless. Not your body asking for a break — your spirit asking whether any of this is going anywhere.
You can be fully rested and still weary.
You can sleep eight hours and wake up ready to quit.
That’s the one Paul is warning about. Don’t get tired of doing what is good is not about needing a nap. It’s about losing heart.
And now I can name why we lose it: we’ve been running the flesh’s scorecard on Spirit-assigned work, and of course that comes up empty. You were never given the full ledger.
Isaiah says God gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless. Notice who that’s addressed to. Not the strong. The depleted — the ones who already spent what they had.
Weariness isn’t disqualification. It’s the point where His strength becomes the only strength in the room.
So do both. Rest the body — that part gets fixed by a Saturday. And bring the weariness to God, because that part doesn’t.
Different crops, different clocks
One more thing, because it’s the image I keep coming back to.
Paul reaches for farming on purpose. It’s the slowest, least glamorous, most weather-dependent work there is, and every farmer knows something most of us refuse to accept: different crops have different timelines.
Nobody stands over an olive grove in year four calling it a failure. They call it young.
You planted something with a long root system and you’ve been checking it against a radish calendar.
With Elements of Aliel there was a stretch where I did everything the playbook said. The trade shows. The influencers. The samples to buyers. And my sales and my socials didn’t move. Nothing visible was happening, so I decided nothing was happening.
What I couldn’t see was that the season wasn’t empty. It was formative. Everything I hand you now was grown in me during the years I thought I was standing still.
What feels like a delay is your growing season. The work is happening underground, where you can’t photograph it or post about it or prove it to anyone who asks how business is going.
One guardrail before you take this anywhere it shouldn’t go: obedience is not a deposit into a machine that dispenses success. God is not a vending machine and your faithfulness is not currency you exchange for revenue.
If that were the arrangement, the most obedient women I know would be the wealthiest, and you and I both know that is not how it has gone. Obedience is the relationship. The fruit is His business.
The one thing to do this week
Name the piece of the vision you have been tempted to abandon this month.
Not the whole thing. The specific piece. Say it plainly, out loud or on paper.
What has actually grown
since God gave it to me?
Skills. Relationships. Clarity. Capacity. The things with root systems, which count for more than the number you were looking for.
That’s the whole assignment, and it’s enough. Do that and nothing else this week and you will have done the work this entry is asking for.
But there’s a practical half to this that doesn’t belong in a Sunday entry, and it’s the one that actually changes your Monday.
Go find the scorecard.
Verse 8 said the impatience is diagnostic — that the urgency tells you which scorecard you picked up. Which means you can go find it. It’s written down somewhere in your business, in the numbers you check first and the metrics you quietly grade yourself against.
This week I’m walking through how to audit the numbers you’re actually measuring by, separate the flesh’s report card from the indicators that genuinely tell you something, and set the one faithful next step with a date attached.
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Because at just the right time is a promise about God’s clock, and you have been reading your own.
Father, You know exactly where I am. You know the week I’ve had, the things that didn’t get done, and the tiredness I’ve been carrying without naming out loud.
Thank You that You never asked me for a perfect record. You asked me for a ready heart. Restore that in me now.
Where I have been measuring Your work with the world’s ruler, forgive me. Where I have mistaken a slow season for a closed door, correct me. Show me what You’re growing underground and give me the patience to let it grow there.
And where I am simply tired — let me rest without guilt, the way You designed rest to be taken.
Renew my strength. Let me not grow weary in doing good. Let me not quit in the dark on something You gave me in the light.
You started this work in me. You will be the one to finish it.
In Jesus’ name, amen.
A day late. Not a dollar short.
With love,
LaKeisha
“Well done, good and faithful servant.”
Matthew 25:23Scripture quotations are taken from the Holy Bible, New Living Translation, copyright © 1996, 2004, 2015 by Tyndale House Foundation. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers, Inc., Carol Stream, Illinois 60188. All rights reserved.